“Even when the whole world is against you, I’ll always be there by your side even though you refuse to notice me.”
I was wondering if I should take Speech as a class for my next semester. I’m not looking for anything big since I still haven’t even decided my major. Then again I could probably check out cosmetology and see how things go from there.
Today I realized (AGAIN) that I need to change. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. I’ve known this from before, but every time I think more about it, the harder it hits me. I more than likely have an anger issue I have to deal with as well as depression. I am quite an envious person and I tend to have a hate for just about everything.
I’m overweight as well, but people keep telling me that I’m not. Sure, I may not look it, but I am about 200lbs. Not much good for my health. I try and try at times to change, but it all seems futile. I suppose keeping up with this blog will help me keep myself on track to self-improvement. For starters, perhaps I should buy myself a few new books to read. I do enjoy reading very much. More so than the average person.
I should also start out by writing all my likes/dislikes about myself, others, and the world around me. My goals, whatever they may be, and things I see that need drastic change. I can not promise anything, but I will try.